片名 对她说
舞台上堆满木桌木椅 The stage is full of wooden chairs and tables.
两个女人穿睡衣走出来 Two women come out, wearing slips.
眼睛闭着，像两个梦游者 Their eyes are closed, like two sleepwalkers.
让人担心她们会撞上什么 You're scared they'll bump into everything.
突然一个男人出现 But suddenly, a man appears,
他的脸很忧愁 with such a sad face.
那是我见过最忧愁的脸 The saddest l've ever seen.
他把桌椅从她们身边移开 And he knocks all the chairs and tables out of their way.
你不知道那有多令人感动！ You can't imagine how moving it was!
我身边坐着一个人 There was a man sitting beside me,
大概四十多岁，挺帅的 in his forties, good looking.
他激动地哭了几次 He cried several times, from emotion.
我明白为什么 l can understand why.
这部舞剧太美了！ lt was so beautiful!
给你个惊喜！ l have a surprise for you!
我到后台向皮娜·鲍什要了签名 l got Pina Bausch's autograph for you.
我得买照片才行 l had to buy the photo.
看！是用英文签的 lt's in English.
意思是“但愿你克服一切困难后 lt means: ''l hope you overcome all your obstacles
再次翩翩起舞” and start dancing''.
看，不会吧！她来月经了！ Look, she's got her period.
来早了 lt's early.
是啊 Yes.
晚安 Good evening.
班尼诺，今晚你代班好吗？ Benigno, could you stay tonight?
我姐不能陪孩子 My sister can't stay with the kids
他们没地方去 and l've got no one else.
那你跑来干嘛，打电话给我就好 Why did you come in? You should have called me.
希望我不是在占你便宜 l'm not taking advantage of you?
本周你值三天晚班了 You've done three nights this week.
你放心 Don't worry.
我只要一个下午就够了 lf l have one afternoon free that's enough.
看装修工人能不能快点完工 l have to talk to the builders about the apartment.
房间太乱了 lt's in such a mess.
之后我再去裱张照片 Then l just have to get a photo framed.
我的情况以后还是不会改善 My situation won't improve.
跟院方商量让他们决定吧？ Maybe we should tell the clinic and let them decide.
你丈夫抛家弃子，错不在你 Look, your husband walked out on you and the kids.
晚上你能来就来，其它交给我 You come the nights you can, and l'll do the rest.
我们两个可以应付 Between us we'll manage.
谢谢 Thank you.
你把营养剂停了 You stopped the intravenous nutrition.
因为她受不了 She didn't tolerate it.
需要的话，明天再打 We can try again tomorrow.
好！你走吧！ Yes. Now, go on.
开心点 And cheer up.
谢谢 Thanks.
加油 Come on.
一个女人挑战六头牛 Six bulls and one woman.
下周三在布理韦加传统斗牛场 Next Wednesday, in the traditional bullring in Brihuega
莉迪亚将挑战六头牛 Lydia Gonzalez is going to fight six bulls!
晚安，莉迪亚！六头很多啊！ That's a lot of bulls, Lydia.
晚安 Good evening.
干嘛要做这么冒险的事？ Why such a drastic decision?
我的工作是斗牛 My job is to fight bulls.
两头，六头都一样 Two bulls, six, whatever they say.
传言很多斗牛士不想跟你同场 People say a lot of bullfighters won't fight with you
因为你是女人 because you're a woman.
随他们去说！那是他们自己的事！ People can say what they want. That's their business!
斗牛这行当中存在太多大男人主义 You must admit there's too much chauvinism in bullfighting.
当然也有例外 But there are exceptions.
比如尼洛·巴伦西亚 El Nino de Valencia
他跟你同场了好几个月 was happy to share billing with you for several months.
那都过去了 That's over now!
他只想借机提高名望 Do you think it was all just a show to promote himself
一达到目的，就离开你吧？ and when he'd done that he left you?
我说过我不想提这事 l told you earlier l wouldn't talk about that!
说出来会有帮助！ But it's good to talk, honey.
把心理困扰说出来 And talking about problems
你才能克服它 is the first step in overcoming them.
尼洛·巴伦西亚 El Nino de Valencia...
够了！ That's enough!
甜心，别那么没礼貌！ Lydia, darling, don't be rude
让我问完，为什么尼诺…… and let me finish the question.
我说过我不想谈这事 l told you earlier l didn't want to talk about that.
你之前什么都没告诉我 You didn't tell me anything earlier.
我不喜欢你这么说 And l don't like you saying that,
人们会以为 because people may think
那访问是我们安排的 we plan the interviews,
我不做那种事！ and l don't do that.
我只做现场 l only do live.
我是少数敢做现场的人 l'm one of the few who dare to do that,
你不敢承认你被利用 just as you should dare to admit you were used,
不承认巴伦西亚利用你 because El Nino de Valencia was using you!
利用你在斗牛场上的名声 A man who shared not just fame and the bullring with you
还骗你上床 but your bed as well,
得手后就甩了你 dumped you when it suited him.
胡安·路易斯？我是马科，你好 Hello, Juan Luis. lt's Marco. How are you?
我想问你一些事 l wanted to ask you something.
我想写篇莉迪亚的报导 l'd like to do an article on Lydia Gonzalez.
对，我也在看电视 Yeah, l'm watching it too.
我想写深入一点的东西 l'd like to do something in depth.
周日专栏？ For the Sunday issue?
好极了！ Great!
牛！来吧！ Come on!
她疯了 She's gone nuts.
她是做给你看 She's dedicating it to you.
若是你在场，她就可以做到被牛撕烂 She'd let the bull rip her apart just so that you could see it.
我们真不该来，尤其是你！ We shouldn't have come, especially you.
我知道我在干嘛 l know what l'm doing.
尼洛需要专心 But El Nino has to concentrate.
他没时间操心别的 He's got no time for other worries.
我不想给他添麻烦 l won't give him any.
但叫他来把他的东西拿走 But tell him to stop by the house and get his things,
或告诉我帮他送去哪儿 or to tell me where to send them.
送到我家吧 Send them to my place.
叫他自己跟我说 He can tell me himself.
我跟你没什么好说的 l have nothing to do with you.
拿着，你要走就请便 Here, you can leave when you want.
晚安 Good evening.
威士忌加冰块 Whiskey on the rocks.
用哪种杯子？ Which glass do you prefer?
高的那个 The tall one.
抱歉，能否打扰你一下？ Excuse me, could l speak to you for a moment, please?
忘了吧！事情过去就算了 Forget it. When something's over, it's over.
抱歉 Excuse me.
你刚说什么？ What were you saying?
能否打扰你一下？ Could l have a word with you, please?
送我回马德里，我们在路上谈 lf you take me to Madrid, we could talk on the way.
我很乐意 l'd be delighted.
走吧 Let's go.
(莉迪亚和马科)
莉迪亚是谁取的名？ Who named you Lydia?
我父亲 My father.
像注定了你的命运 lt was like sealing your fate.
他很想当斗牛士 He always wanted to be a bullfighter,
但一直只是斗牛士助手 but he stayed a banderillero.
他是最支持我的人 He was the one who supported me the most,
但一年前去世了 but he died a year ago.
我很遗憾 l'm sorry.
《国家报》要我做你的专访 ''El Pais'' wants me to do a profile
放在周日特刊 on you for their Sunday issue.
你写斗牛专栏？我没听过你 Do you write on bullfighting? Your name isn't familiar.
老实说，我完全外行 To be honest l know nothing about it.
那你来干嘛？ So why are you here?
我不懂斗牛 l know nothing about bullfighting
但很了解绝望的女人 but a lot about desperate women.
是吗？谁告诉你我很绝望？ Yeah? And who told you l'm desperate?
是你给我的印象 You gave me that impression.
你不是想谈斗牛 You don't care about bullfighting.
是对我跟尼洛的事有兴趣 You're interested in my relationship with El Nino.
告诉《国家报》，我不接受！ Tell ''El Pais'' the answer's no
别来烦我！ and leave me alone!!
晚安 Good night.
快！带我离开这儿 Get me out of here!
怎么了？怎么了？ What's wrong?
带我离开这儿！厨房里有只蛇！ Get me out of here, please. There's a snake in the kitchen!
钥匙给我 Give me the keys.
门没关 The door's open.
别紧张！在这等我 Calm down, and stay here.
我的皮包，谢谢 My purse... Thank you.
带我去旅馆 Take me to a hotel.
我再也不要回那房子了 l'm never going back to that house.
哪一家旅馆？ Which hotel?
“欧洲酒店”之类的 The Eurobuilding, for example.
好 Very well.
请别跟人说我怕蛇的事 Don't tell anyone about this snake business, please.
这只有我家人知道 Only my family knows about it.
放心 Don't worry.
我尊重他人的恐惧 One thing l respect is other people's phobias.
你帮了我大忙 After all you've done,
我不知怎么拒绝你的专访了 l feel bad about saying no to the profile.
好好睡吧 Sleep on it.
明天我再打电话问你 l'll call you tomorrow for your decision.
谢谢你 Thank you for everything.
晚安 Good night.
你要我留下吗？ Do you want me to stay?
我可以睡沙发，反正很习惯 l can sleep on the couch. l've done it before.
不！我得学习独处 No, l have to learn to be alone.
哈啰！ Hello.
哈啰！班尼诺 Hello! Benigno.
大家好！ Hello, everyone.
早安 Good morning.
哈啰！ Hello!
在帮她洗头？ Washing her hair?
你说呢？ What do you think?
昨晚怎么样？ How was the night?
很平常 Normal.
给我吧！我来！ Give me that, l'll do it.
我走了 l'm off.
再见 So long.
再见，马蒂尔德 'Bye, Matilde.
真热！ lt's so hot!
趁现在该帮她剪头发 We should cut her hair.
剪短比较方便，舒服 Cut it short. lt's more practical and comfortable.
还是保留她来这里的样子比较好 We'll leave it like it was when she arrived here.
免得她醒来发现不一样 So it won't look different if she awakes.
昏迷四年，能醒来才叫奇迹！ After four years in a coma, it would be a miracle.
我相信奇迹！你也该相信 l believe in miracles. And so should you.
为什么？ Why me?
因为人很需要奇迹 Because you really need them.
有可能奇迹已经发生在你身上 One could happen to you,
你不相信，就察觉不到 and you wouldn't even realize.
天呐，真热！ God, it's so hot!
我在药店买了止汗剂 l bought something in the drugstore
防止出汗湿透制服 to help stop the perspiration stains on my uniform.
让腋下不出汗！ Your armpits don't sweat
但其它地方，你看我脸 but the rest... Look at my face!
那药叫什么？ What's it called?
就叫做“止汗剂”啊！ Oh, God. Perspirex.
我是马科，还记得吗？ Hello, it's Marco. Remember me?
当然 Of course.
你现在怎样？ How are you?
光着身子 Naked.
我该买些衣服！只带了这一套 l should buy some clothes. This is all l have.
我可以去你家帮你拿 l could go to your house and get what you need.
不！我不要那屋子里的东西 No, l don't want anything from there.
待会再说 Maybe later.
要去哪儿？ Where are we going?
去西比拉 To Sybilla.
你一定觉得我疯了 You must think l'm mad.
为什么？ Why?
我不想再回家 l don't ever want to go back home.
不！我很了解 No, l understand.
我跟她分手后 When we broke up,
就没办法睡在原来床上 l couldn't carry on sleeping in the same bed.
就睡沙发 l slept on the couch.
是吗？ Yeah?
睡了一个多礼拜 l did that for over a week,
最后决定去买张新床 until l decided to buy a new bed.
你现在单身？ So you're single.
对 l'm alone.
(几个月后) SEVERAL MONTHS LATER
比赛完后我们得谈谈 We have to talk after the fight.
我们已经谈了一小时 We've been talking for an hour.
是你在说，我没有！ You. Not me.
你说的对 You're right.
你看了那篇关于修女的报导没？ Did you read about the nuns?
在非洲被传教士强暴 The ones who were raped by missionaries in Africa.
被传道者强暴！ The priests themselves!
太可怕了 lt's horrible!
连传教士都不能相信 lf you can't trust a missionary,
还能相信谁？ what's to become of us?
他们以前强暴当地妇女 They used to rape the local women.
真的？ Really?
怕得艾滋，才开始强暴修女 Because of AlDS, they started raping the nuns.
我的天！ Oh, my God!
我还供奉传教士半身像呢！ And l had the missionaries on a pedestal.
他们不会全是强暴犯 l'm sure not all of them are rapists.
希望如此 l hope not.
有些是恋童癖 No, some are pedophiles.
那是什么？ What's that?
大家都喜欢用下体思考... Everybody loves fucking...
闭嘴，安东尼奥！你真粗鲁 Shut up, Antonio. You're such a brute.
牛怎么样？ How do the bulls look?
很漂亮但很重 Good, but heavy.
你看多重？ What do you reckon?
超过500公斤 Over 1 ,000 lbs.
真见鬼！ Holy shit!
我去酒吧了，莉迪亚 l'm going to our bar. Lydia,
记得回来吃饭 remember we're eating at home.
孩子看不见阿姨，会闹翻天的 lf the kids don't see their aunt, there'll be hell to pay.
祝好运 Good luck.
牛过来了 Bull's coming.
别哭，亲爱的！ Don't cry, love.
哈啰 Hello.
她怎么样？ How is she?
很糟，真可怜！ Poor thing, very bad.
快把她撕成两半了 lt tore her apart.
这下我爸高兴了 My father'll be happy now.
我跟我母亲一直跟他说 ''Not the girl.''
“不要让女孩子去做这行当” My mother and l were always telling him that.
结果下场还是跟他一样 But she turned out just like him.
别再说这些了 Don't upset yourself.
几点了？ What time is it?
已经过四个小时了 lt's been four hours.
(三个星期后) THREE WEEKS LATER
你要回家了？ You're going home?
对 Yes.
我想留下，但不行！ l'd like to stay, but l can't.
我们在这里也没有用 You know there's nothing more we can do here.
酒吧关了三个星期了 Our bar's been closed for three weeks.
孩子托一个邻居照顾 The kids are with a neighbor
我连问都没问 and l've neglected this man.
别担心，万一有什么事 lf anything should happen
你坐两小时的快车就可以到这 you can get here in two hours.
这倒是真的 You can be sure of that.
我们要有信心 We must have faith.
信心？ Faith?
我不停去教堂祈祷 l keep lighting candles,
但还是很难有信心 but l'm finding it hard to have faith.
什么时候可以把她的奖牌戴上？ When can we put her medals back on?
还不行 Not yet.
看她这情况 With all that she's got,
看她气管的伤势，不行 the injuries, the tracheotomy...
她一直都戴着的 She never took them off.
好 OK
你好，我去拿花瓶 l'll get a vase.
谢谢 Thank you.
我得去美国三个月 l have to go to America for three months.
经纪人说这很重要 My agent says it's important.
但是 But...
发生这种事 The way things are here...
我很不想去 l don't want to go.
请到外面一下好吗？ Can you go outside for a moment?
不能在这里抽烟 You can't smoke here.
她那天有跟你谈吗？ Did she talk to you that day?
有 Yes.
其实都是我在说 Or rather, l talked.
谈什么？ About what?
这是我的事 My own business.
她有提到我吗？ Did she mention me?
老实说，莉迪亚很久没提到过你了 To be honest, Lydia hadn't mentioned you in a long time.
都是我的错 This is all my fault.
不！是我的错 No. lt was my fault.
他们说夜幕降临的时候
他总是在哭泣
不曾憔悴过
他在傍晚时醉着离去
他们相信听到他的哭声
天空都为之颤动
他一直呼唤着那个女孩的名字
直到他死去
哎呀呀呀呀…唱着歌啊
哎呀呀呀呀…呜咽着啊
哎呀呀呀呀…唱着歌啊
逝去的热情…已死了啊
一只伤心的白鸽
黎明时起来唱歌
绕着那栋寂寞的小屋
再不会上锁的小门敞开着
他们发誓这只鸽子
就是死去的他的灵魂
依然还期待着
爱人会回到这儿来
咕咕咕呼咕，白鸽啊
咕咕咕呼咕，不要悲伤啊
石头怎会懂得何为爱情
你不要再悲伤了啊
这首歌让我起鸡皮疙瘩 This song gave me goosebumps.
马科，我一直想问你 Marco, l've always wanted to ask you.
我碰到你那天 Why did you cry
你帮我处理掉蛇后，为何要哭？ the night l met you, after you killed the snake?
勾起我一些回忆 lt brought back a lot of memories.
什么回忆？ What memories?
几年前，我也打死过一条蛇 Years ago, l had to kill another snake.
当时我们在非洲 We were in Africa.
她跟你一样怕蛇 She had the same phobia as you.
她在帐篷外面等 She was waiting outside the tent,
很害怕 terrified,
完全无力防卫 defenseless,
全身赤裸 and totally naked.
我们在睡觉的时候她看见一条蛇 She saw the snake while we were sleeping.
就是那个害你睡沙发的人？ Was she the one for whom you slept on the couch?
我恨她 l hate that woman.
我很多年没看见她了 l haven't seen her in years.
那更糟！ Even worse.
我怎么做，你才会忘记她？ What can l do to make you forget her?
就像这样 Exactly what you're doing.
你睡得很熟 You were fast asleep
我们不想叫醒你 so we didn't wake you.
维加大夫来了吗？ ls Dr. Vega here?
应该在办公室，我看见他进来 He'll be in his office. l saw him arrive.
早安 'Morning.
罗莎，把门关上，有风！ Rosa, close the door. There's a draft.
她睁开眼了 She opened her eyes.
我后背发凉 That gives me the creeps.
要是她打呵欠呢？ And when she yawns?
我会吓死 l shit myself.
早，大夫，我想跟你谈谈 Doctor, l wanted to talk to you.
好啊！怎么样？睡得好吗？ Of course. How are you? How did you sleep?
我请你喝杯咖啡 l'll buy you a coffee.
莉迪亚这样子会多久？ How long do you think Lydia can stay like this?
几个月，几年 Months, years,
或一辈子 her whole life.
没希望了吗？ ls there no hope?
做为一个医生来说，的确是的 As a doctor, l have to say no.
但是 However...
(复苏) RESUSClTATED
“懒月”玛莉15年后醒来了 “Meryl Lazy Moon awakens from a coma after 15 years.”
她生第三个儿子时昏迷 She went into a coma during childbirth.
跟莉迪亚一样的植物人 Meryl was a PVS, persistent vegetative state, like Lydia.
理论上应该永远昏迷 theoretically unconscious for life.
她的复苏有悖于医学理论 Her recovery contradicts all l'm about to say.
那就是还有希望 So that means there is hope.
就科学上而言，没希望 No, l repeat, scientifically, no.
但你想相信，就相信吧！ But if you choose to believe, go ahead.
她真的睁开眼，还是我幻想？ She can open her eyes. Or am l imagining that?
她可以睁开眼 No, she can open her eyes.
但不表示看见你，或知道什么 But that doesn't mean she can see you or is aware of anything.
她大脑皮层完全坏死了 Lydia's cerebral cortex has been completely destroyed.
但脑干还完整 But the brainstem is intact.
因此控能制基本功能 That controls the automatic functions,
呼吸，睡眠，醒来，肠道蠕动 breathing, sleeping, wakefulness, intestinal functions.
睁开眼睛是无意识行为 She can open her eyes but as a mechanical action.
她是脑死亡，没有想法或感觉 Her brain is dead, she's got no ideas or feelings.
请进 Come in.
嗨！请进来吧！ Hey, you! Come on in!
对！就是您 Yes, you.
你好 Hello.
我叫班尼诺 My name's Benigno.
我叫马科 Marco Zuloaga.
这是艾丽西娅 This is Alicia.
第一个晚上在这？ Was it your first night here?
对 Yes.
第一晚最难熬，之后就习惯了 The first is the worst. Then you get used to it.
这鞋子事干嘛的？ What are those boots for?
防止她脚卷曲或掉下去 They stop her feet from twisting sideways or falling forward.
好像“依比萨”的鞋 They look like lbizan boots.
是吗？ Do they?
我没去过依比萨岛 l've never been to lbiza.
我认识你 l know you.
你看过我的文章？ From my writings?
不，是在剧院 No. lt was at the theatre.
我去看“穆勒咖啡馆” l went to watch ''Cafe Muller''.
你刚好坐在我旁边 We happened to be sitting together.
我没注意 l didn't notice.
有一场戏 At one point
你开始掉眼泪 you started to cry.
我跟你提过他 l told you about him.
他看“穆勒咖啡馆”时哭了 He cried watching ''Cafe Muller''.
我该走了 l have to go.
这么快？还没开始聊呢！ So soon? We haven't had a chance to talk.
改天吧！ Some other time.
你下午会来吧？ You're here this afternoon?
对 Yes.
来找我们吧！我一直在这里 Then come and see us. l'm always here.
晚上也都在 l'm often here at night too.
我是老手，有需要就找我 l'm an old hand here. lf you need anything...
好，谢谢，再见 Thank you. Goodbye.
再见 So long.
热赛罗先生 Mr. Roncero...
早安 Good morning.
要我去找维加大夫吗？ Shall l get Dr. Vega?
不！你忙你的事 No, carry on with your work.
前几天 The other day,
我翻阅笔记 going through my papers,
看到一些 l found some notes l took
你来找我那天的记录 the day you came to see me.
我写了第二次看诊时 l'd written down a topic
要谈的话题 to discuss on your second visit.
但第二次你没来 A visit that never took place.
什么话题？ What topic?
你的性倾向 Your sexual orientation.
我的性倾向？ My sexual orientation?
对！你的性别 Yes, your sexuality.
你喜欢男人还是女人 lf you like men or women.
你来找我时 When you came to see me, you said
说你还是处男 you were still a virgin.
我这样回答你吧 Well... To answer your question in some way,
我想我大概比较喜欢男人 l think l'm oriented more towards men.
所以你才会来找我？ Was that why you came to see me?
我已经不记得了 l can't remember now.
大概吧 l guess so.
但我现在很好了 But l'm fine now.
你有伴侣吗？ Do you have a partner?
多少算是！我不孤单了 More or less. l'm not alone anymore.
我现在没问题了 That isn't a problem now.
希望我的问题没困扰你 l hope my question didn't annoy you.
不！不会 No, no, not at all.
她爸来啦？ Was her father here?
对 Yes.
他问我是不是基佬 He asked me if l was a faggot.
真的假的？ You're kidding!
他用比较精确的美国说法 Well, he used the American expression, it's more subtle.
问我的“性倾向” What was my orientation?
你说什么？ What did you say?
说我喜欢男人 That l'm into men.
真的？ Really?
别傻了！骗他的 No, silly, l lied to him.
他凭什么问我喜欢男人女人？ How dare he ask me if l like men or women?
谁会想知道？ Who cares?
我就想知道 Well, l'm glad to know.
他会去问护士长是女同吗？ Did he ask the head nurse if she's a dyke?
会问你喜欢兽交或滥交吗？ Did he ask you if you like bestiality or coprophagy?
对！是不该问这种问题 No, you're right. You don't ask things like that.
我可能要出趟远门 l may have to travel,
不能每周来看你了 so l can't come and see you every week.
日内瓦要我去搞个新制作 But, in Geneva, they've offered me a creation,
设计芭蕾舞剧！ a choreography,
我好兴奋 and that thrills me,
我很早就有个舞剧的想法 l've got an old idea for a ballet.
叫“战壕” lt's called ''Trenches''.
是第一次世界大战时的故事 lt's about World War l.
麻烦的是要很多男舞者 Problem. You need lots of male dancers
因为打仗嘛，就是有很多士兵 because in the war, sorry, there are lots of soldiers.
还好日内瓦跳舞的人很多 But in Geneva everyone dances.
太棒了 lt's wonderful.
还是有很多女舞者 There are also ballerinas
舞剧中，士兵死后 because in the ballet when a soldier dies
从身体升出了灵魂，鬼魂 from his body emerges his soul, his ghost,
这些就由女舞者演出 and that's a ballerina.
穿白色长折裙 Long tutu, white like the ''willis''
像“吉赛尔”里的舞裙 in ''Giselle'', classical,
但上面有红色血斑 but with blood stain, red.
真美 That's lovely.
对 Yes.
艾丽西娅会很喜欢 Alicia's loving it.
死亡创造出生命 Lovely, because
所以美丽 from death emerges life.
男人创造出女人 From the male emerges the female.
没错 Of course.
土地创造出 From the earth emerges...
嗯…沙滩 The... The... tree?
不！土地创造出 No. From the earth emerges...
花 The... flowers?
不是！是“灵” No. The ethereal.
啊！对对对 The ethereal,
无法触及的，神秘的灵 the impalpable, the ghostly. Of course.
我还带了音乐 And l've got the music.
潘德列茨基作曲 By Penderesky.
纪念二战广岛的受难者的挽歌 lt's for the victims of Hiroshima, World War ll,
算了，不重要 but no matter.
当然重要！艾丽西娅记得很清楚 Of course not. And anyway Alicia remembers it perfectly.
那是关于战争的音乐，很血腥 That's the music for the battle. lt's brutal.
剧中死难者的配乐 And for the music for the deaths,
我选了一张大师级的作品 l've got a masterpiece
现在就给你听 that you're going to hear right now.
你一定会喜欢 You're going to flip out.
艾丽西娅，亲爱的，再会了 Alicia, my dear, farewell.
喔…亲爱的… Oh...dear...
保重了 Take care.
你也保重，凯特丽娜！ You take care too, Katerina.
你气色真好！ Though you look gorgeous.
一定得完成你的作品 ''Trenches'' must be made.
我会的 And l shall.
好好照顾她 Take care of her.
当然！再见 Of course.
你看 Look.
(艾丽西娅和班尼诺)
把这个放在窗边 We'll put this by the window.
就能看到你朋友在对街跳舞 So you can watch your friends dancing across the street.
你看 And look.
我真爱这房间 l love this room.
我要全部预订下来 l'm going to order the whole lot.
然后 And...
嗨！请进！把门关上 Come in and close the door.
你好，班尼诺 How are you?
请坐！ Sit down.
谢谢 Thank you.
艾丽西娅，看谁来了？ Alicia, look who's here.
我们在这儿透透气，看看杂志 We're just getting some air, reading magazines...
刚离开那女人是谁？ Who was that woman who just left?
凯特丽娜，艾丽西娅的老师 Katerina, Alicia's teacher.
她老师？ Her teacher?
对！舞蹈老师 Yes, her dancing teacher.
凯特丽娜很有名 Katerina's a real character.
她学校就在我家对面 Her academy is in front of my house.
艾丽西娅是她学生 Alicia was her pupil.
把她当自己女儿一样 And Katerina loves her like a daughter.
(四年前) FOUR YEARS EARLlER
班尼诺，你在窗边半小时了 Benigno, you've been at the window for half an hour.
我来了，妈！ l'm coming, Mom.
你在跟着我？ Are you following me?
没有，嗯…是的！ No... Well, yes.
有事吗？ And?
我想这是你的 l think this is yours.
大概是你掉的 You must have dropped it.
谢谢 Thank you.
东西都在吗？ ls everything there?
对 Yes.
我什么都没碰 l didn't touch anything.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你要去哪儿？ Where are you going?
回家 Home.
能陪你走吗？反正我没事 May l walk you there? l've got nothing to do.
可以！但我要回家 Yes, but l'm going home.
好！当然 Yes, of course.
可以 Good.
我想我不跳舞就活不下去了！也喜欢看别人跳 l couldn't live without dancing. And l love watching it.
你喜欢舞蹈吗？ Do you like dancing?
大概吧！喜欢！ l guess so. Well, yes.
但我从来没看过 But l've never gone to see anything.
除了跳舞，你还干嘛？ What else do you do, besides dancing?
我喜欢旅行 l love traveling,
也常去电影院看电影 and l go to the Cinematheque a lot to see films.
最近我发现很多默片，我好喜欢！ Recently l've discovered silent cinema. lt's my favorite.
默片？ Silent cinema?
对 Yes.
你都出门干嘛？ What do you do when you go out?
我不出门 l don't go out.
有时候总会出去吧 You must go out sometime.
我一直都在照顾我母亲 l was looking after my mother,
但她两个月前过世了 but she died two months ago.
很遗憾 l'm sorry.
我母亲也去世了，很多年前 My mother died too, but a long time ago.
我到家了 Well, we're here.
谢谢你还给我钱包 Thanks for the wallet.
热赛罗心理医师 Dr. Roncero. Psychiatrist.
左边第七层，23号！ 7th Left. Twenty three.
那天我在窗边苦守了一整天 The day l spent waiting at the window
她却没来 was the day she wouldn't come.
但我知道她的地址 But l knew her address and
知道她爸是心理医师 that her father was a psychiatrist.
热赛罗大夫办公室 Dr. Roncero's office.
我想约诊 l'd like to make an appointment.
明天下午五点可以吗？ Does tomorrow at 5:00 suit you?
不能早点吗？ Can't it be sooner?
不能！明天五点 No, tomorrow at 5:00.
好吧 All right.
你的名字是？ Your name?
什么事？ What's up?
我五点有约诊 l've got an appointment at 5:00.
进来 Come in.
别站在那里！ Don't stand there!
抱歉 Excuse me.
你是班尼诺？ Benigno Martin?
对 Yes.
我得先问基本资料，生日？ l have to get some details.
我只想再见到艾丽西娅 l just wanted to see Alicia again,
但我来了，她爸又是心理医师 but as l was there and her father was a psychiatrist
只好说我想念妈妈 l decided to tell him l missed my mother.
你说这15年都这样？ The last fifteen years, you said?
对 Yes.
我很小就开始照顾她 l started when l was very young.
这15年，除了照顾她 And during those fifteen years you did nothing
什么都没做？ but look after your mother?
我不会丢下她 l never left her side.
我必须学习护理 Well, l studied to be a nurse
所以得去上课 so l had to go out to attend classes.
我还学美容，化妆和美发 l also studied beauty therapy, makeup and hairdressing,
都是在成人大学里学的 but by mail.
你母亲的化妆和头发都是你做的？ You mean you did your mother's makeup and her hair?
当然！ Of course,
我帮她剪发，染发，修指甲 and l cut her hair, dyed it, did her nails
帮她洗身体，前后都洗 and l scrubbed her down well, front and back.
我母亲不是残疾或精神病 My mother wasn't disabled, or mad.
只是有点懒 She was just a bit lazy,
你知道，我母亲很美 you know? My mother was beautiful
我不想看她自暴自弃 and l didn't want her to let herself go.
你父亲怎么说？ What did your father say?
他能说什么？ Nothing, what could he say?
他也去世了？ ls he dead?
当然没有 Heavens, no.
他住在瑞典，大概吧 He's living in Sweden. l guess, because...
我很久没他消息 l haven't heard from him in ages.
他不来看你？ Doesn't he come to see you?
不 No.
很久以前，他离开我母亲 He formed another family a long time ago,
就和别人组成新家庭了 when he left my mother.
我们没有联络 We're not in touch.
你为什么来找我？ Why have you come to see me?
我？没有 Me? None.
你有什么问题？ What's your problem?
来找心理医师总有些问题吧 You must have one if you've come to see a psychiatrist.
大概是寂寞 Loneliness, l guess.
你跟女人有过性关系吗？ Have you had sexual relations with a woman?
没有 No.
跟男人呢？ Or with a man?
没有 No.
我下周想再跟你谈 l'd like to see you next week.
我有毛病吗？ Am l not well?
不是！但是 No, it isn't that, but...
你的青春期蛮特别的 Your adolescence was what we might call special.
不会啊！ lt wasn't that special.
很特别 lt was. Very special.
好吧！随你怎么说 Well, whatever you say.
我们要做进一步分析 And we should analyze it more deeply.
好吧！进一步分析 Yes, we'll analyze it.
那我下周再来？ So l'll come back next week?
很好 Excellent.
很高兴见到你 My pleasure.
再见 Goodbye.
你在这干嘛？ What are you doing here?
没事，我要走了！别紧张 l was just leaving. Don't freak out.
只是想看看你 l just wanted to see you.
我没有恶意 But l'm harmless.
热赛罗大夫办公室 Dr. Roncero's office.
嗨，洛拉！ Hi, Lola.
刚走了个胖胖的娘娘腔 l've just taken an elephantsized dump.
一，二，三…往前 One and two and three.
一，二，三…往后 Forward and hold.
出事了！你接手好吗？ Can you take over?
艾丽西娅再也没出现在学校 Alicia never came back.
我不想再吓到她 l didn't want to scare her again, so l didn't
一周后我就没去她爸那看诊 go to her house until a week later, when l had to see her father.
整个星期都在下雨 lt rained all week.
我再次看见她，就是在这里 The next time l saw her was here.
她出了什么事？ What happened to her?
下雨的那几天，出了车祸 A car accident on one of those rainy days.
她爸希望每分钟都有人陪她 Her father didn't want her to be alone for a minute,
白天晚上都要 day or night.
他要请最好的护工 He asked for the best nurses,
我在这里信誉很好 l've got a very good reputation here,
他们就推荐我 and they recommended me.
他看见我，记起我们见过面 When he saw me, he remembered that we'd met
犹豫了一下 and he'd a moment of doubt,
后来还是破例雇用我和马蒂尔德 but he ended up hiring Matilde and me exclusively.
那是四年前的事了 That was four years ago.
就这样啦！ And here we are.
对吧，艾丽西娅？ Right, Alicia?
休假时，我开始去看芭蕾舞剧 l started going to the ballet on my days off.
也去电影院 And to the Cinematheque.
我尽力看完所有的默片 l try to see all the silent movies.
德国，美国，意大利片 German, American, everything.
然后告诉她所有我看到的 Then l tell her all l've seen.
这四年是我最充实的日子 These last four years have been the richest in my life.
照顾艾丽西娅 Looking after Alicia,
做她喜欢做的事 doing the things she liked to do,
除了旅行之外 except traveling, of course.
我跟莉迪亚情况正好相反 For me, it's the opposite with Lydia.
怎么说？ How come?
我不敢碰她 l can't even touch her.
我快不认识她的身体了 l don't recognize her body.
连帮护士让她转身都没办法 l can't even help the nurses to turn her over in the bed.
我觉得好可耻 And l feel so despicable.
跟她说！告诉她这些 Talk to her. Tell her that.
我也想！但她听不见 l'd like to, but she can't hear me.
你怎么能确定她们听不见？ Why are you so sure about that?
因为她的大脑关机了！ Because her brain is turned off.
女人的大脑很神秘 A woman's brain is a mystery,
这种情况更是如此 and in this state even more so.
对女人要有耐性，跟她们说话 You have to pay attention to women, talk to them,
偶尔要细心点 be thoughtful occasionally.
轻轻的抚摸她们 Caress them.
记住她们存在，她们活着 Remember they exist, they're alive
而且，对我们很重要 and they matter to us.
据我经验，这是唯一的疗法 That's the only therapy. l know from experience.
你对女人有什么经验？ What experience have you had with women?
班尼诺，你对女人有什么经验 Benigno, what experience have you had with women?
什么？ What?
你对女人有什么经验？ What experience have you had with women?
我？太多了 Me? A lot.
照顾我母亲20年，她4年！ l lived 20 years day and night with one and 4 years with this one.
我喜欢那斗牛士的男友 l love the bullfighter's boyfriend.
他下面一定很大 l bet you anything he's well hung.
你怎么知道？你看过？ How do you know? Did you see him?
要吃饼干吗？ You want a cookie?
好！当然没有！ Of course not.
这种事看脸就知道了 You can tell from a guy's face.
尤其看他胯下 And especially from his crotch.
我有第六感 l've got a sixth sense.
他跟班尼诺很好，对吗？ He's friendly with Benigno, isn't he?
对 Yes.
他不会也是基佬吧？ He isn't a faggot too, is he?
不可能！你说什么 No way. Are you nuts?
你暗指班尼诺是基佬？ Are you insinuating Benigno's a faggot?
没有！大家都这么传嘛！ l'm not. lt's vox populi, honey.
你错了 You're very wrong.
维加大夫跟我证实的 Dr. Vega confirmed it for me.
他怎么知道？ How would he know?
艾丽西娅父亲告诉他 Alicia's father told him.
我不赞成他跟病人太亲密 l don't approve of him being so intimate with the patient,
但维加大夫叫我放心 but Dr. Vega told me not to worry.
说他不喜欢女人，喜欢男人 Benigno doesn't like women, he's into men.
天啊！我走了 My God! l'll leave
你继续说他坏话吧！ so you can carry on pulling him to bits.
这可怜虫喜欢班尼诺 The poor thing likes Benigno.
真会挑！ Good choice, sweetie.
嗨 Hey.
嗨，班尼诺 Hey, Benigno.
我今晚没事，要去看电影 l'm free tonight. l'm going to the Cinematheque.
一起去？ Want to come?
我要跟编辑碰面 l'm meeting my editor.
我就要回去上班了 l'll have to go back to work soon.
这女人不舒服 This woman isn't well.
班尼诺，拜托 Benigno, please.
你知道我意思 You know what l mean.
她皮肤好干燥 Her skin's really dry.
我看看 Let's see.
在这里 Here it is.
你有跟她说话吗？ Have you talked to her?
没！别再提了 No, and don't go on about it.
再见，莉迪亚 Goodbye, Lydia.
对她有点耐心 You have to be patient with him.
加油喔！ Work hard.
“缩水情人” ''Shrinking Lover''.
罗莎感冒了 Rosa's got the flu.
但愿没传染给你 l hope she didn't give it to you.
真高兴你看起来不错 l'm glad you're feeling well.
但我还是要帮你按摩 Even so, l'll give you a massage,
用迷迭香油帮你全身擦一遍 and a rubdown with rosemary alcohol.
不！我没事 No, l'm all right.
昨晚我看了部电影 Last night l saw a film...
让我很困扰 that disturbed me.
是个爱情故事 lt was a love story,
主角叫阿尔弗雷多，跟我一样有点胖 between Alfredo, who's a bit overweight, like me,
但人很好 but a nice guy,
还有他女友安帕萝 and Amparo, his girlfriend,
她是科学家 who's a scientist.
安帕萝在研究一个减肥配方 Amparo is working on an experimental diet formula
将轰动营养界 that will revolutionize the world of nutrition.
(你太自私了，只想到自己) You're selfish. You only think of yourself.
(我做到了) l've got it!
(可能会有危险) lt could be dangerous.
(我还没在人体实验过) l still haven't tested it on humans.
(你还认为我自私吗？) Do you still think l'm selfish?
(它对你很有效！) lt's done wonders for you!
(别担心，亲爱的！) Don't worry, my love!
(我会帮你研究解药) l'll find the antidote!
但是时间一天天过去 But time went by.
安帕萝怎么都找不出解药 Despite her efforts, Amparo couldn't find the antidote
可怜的阿尔弗雷多每天都在缩小 and poor Alfredo was shrinking daily.
(我会永远爱你) l'll always love you.
为不让安帕萝痛苦，阿尔弗雷多走了 To stop her suffering Alfredo left.
他离开马德里去找他母亲 He abandoned Madrid and went back to his mother
他们十年没见，因为他母亲很可怕 whom he hadn't seen in 10 years, because she was terrible.
他从未告诉安帕萝他母亲住在哪儿 He hadn't even told Amparo where she lived.
电影中发生很多事 A lot of things happen in the film.
最重要的是 But what's important
经过多年的懊悔和搜寻 is that after years of remorse and study
安帕萝终于找到 Amparo finds the address
阿尔弗雷多母亲的地址 of Alfredo's mother.
她就去了 And she turns up there.
(欧卡利酒店，15号房) Hotel Youkali, Room No 15.
(睡吧，亲爱的！) Sleep, my love.
(我一翻身，把你压死怎么办？) What if l squash you when l move?
阿尔弗雷多 And Alfredo
就永远 stays inside her...
留在她身体内了 forever.
(一个月后) A MONTH LATER
来，把手放好！ Come on, put your hands right.
对了！就是这样，就是这样 That's it.
这里好凉爽！真好！ lt's so cool here. lt's wonderful!
到阳台来很棒吧？ lt's lovely out on the terrace, isn't it?
莉迪亚很喜欢到阳台来，对吗？ And Lydia likes being out on the terrace, don't you, Lydia?
她说她很喜欢 You heard her, she loves it.
你看她们 Look at them.
好像在谈论我们 lt's like they were talking about us.
你想她们在说什么？ What do you think they'd talk about?
女人跟女人什么话都说！ Women tell each other everything.
莉迪亚会告诉她 Lydia would tell her it's two months
她受伤至今两个月了 today since she was gored.
本杰明和安吉拉 Benjamin and Angela,
你们是依自由的意愿 do you come here of your own free will
来此结为夫妻吗？ to be united in matrimony?
是的 Yes, we do.
你们愿在神圣的婚礼中结合 That being so, as you wish to be united in holy matrimony,
请将手握住 join hands
在上帝和他的教堂面前 and declare your consent
说出你们的允诺 before God and His Church.
我安吉拉，愿嫁本杰明为妻 l, Angela, take you, Benjamin,
愿此生和你在一起 as my husband, and l give myself to you,
不论顺境逆境 and l promise to be faithful to you, for better or for worse,
不论贫病或荣华 in sickness and in health,
一生对你忠贞不二 all the days of my life.
请求促成此姻缘的上帝 May the Lord, who caused this love to grow in you,
见证你们在他面前陈述的诺言 confirm this mutual consent you have stated before His Church.
上帝所结合的 What God has joined together,
永远无法被拆散 let no man pull asunder.
你怎么在这？不是约好在酒店？ What are you doing here? We were to meet at the hotel.
我改变主意了 l changed my mind.
我很喜欢婚礼 l've always liked weddings.
比赛前不是要去看你姐吗？ Weren't you to see your sister before the fight?
我打给她了，她会在饭店 l called her, she'll be at the hotel.
她要我去她的酒吧吃晚饭 l had to promise we'd have supper at her bar tonight.
随便你 Whatever you say.
很棒的婚礼，对吗？ A lovely ceremony, isn't it?
很美 Beautiful.
没想到她那么年轻 l didn't think she was so young.
你是不信任我才来的吧 l guess you came because you didn't trust me.
我不想再继续互不理睬 l came because we can't go another day without talking.
你放心！我跟安吉拉结束了 You needn't worry. lt's over with Angela.
我可以证明 l've got proof.
婚礼时我没哭，你却哭了 During the ceremony l didn't cry. But you did.
没错 That's true.
你不必哭的 And you needn't.
你不相信我？ Don't you believe me?
不是那样 lt isn't that.
我花了十年时间克服，但真的过去了 lt took me ten years to get over it, but l swear it's over.
马科 Marco...
相信我，已经过去了 Believe me, it's over.
安吉拉和我常旅行 Angela and l traveled a lot.
借口写国外的旅游手册 The excuse was to write a travel guide on some exotic place,
其实是要让她离开毒品 but really it was to keep her away from drugs,
才远离马德里 to escape from Madrid.
马德里的日子像地狱 Life in Madrid was hell.
离开那儿，我们关系才能维持 Our relationship only worked when we got away.
努力了五年 After trying for five years
写了七本旅游手册后 and seven travel guides,
我把她带回卢西恩她父母家 l brought her here to Lucena, to her parents.
他们让她远离毒品，和我 They kept her away from drugs and from me.
你还爱着她？ You still loved her?
对 Yes.
看到感动的事我会哭 l'd cry when l saw something that moved me
因为不能跟她分享 because l couldn't share it with her.
最惨的事就是离开你所爱的人 There's nothing worse than leaving someone you still love.
好悲伤的故事 What a sad story.
世上最悲伤的事是一段爱情结束 Love is the saddest thing when it goes away,
就像乔宾的歌 as a song by Jobim goes.
比赛完后我们得谈谈 We have to talk after the fight.
我们谈了一小时了 We've been talking for an hour.
是你在说 You.
我没说 Not me.
你说的对 You're right.
医生说我腿要两个月才会好 The doctor said it would take two months for my leg to heal.
但我很高兴被牛刺伤 But you know what? l'm glad the bull gored me.
可以陪你，到你醒来 Now l can stay with you until you awake, my love
谁都不能让我离开你 No one will take me away from you.
我们一个月前一起回来 We'd gotten back together a month before.
她应该在那婚礼上告诉你 Lydia was to tell you at the wedding,
但在重症病房看到你 but when l saw you in the lCU
我就知道她没跟你说 l knew she hadn't.
在婚礼上她是为了你哭 lt was you she was crying for.
她打电话说，想到我就哭了 She rang to tell me she'd cried thinking of me.
那是我们最后一次说话 lt was the last time we spoke.
我现在受伤，不能参赛 As l'm injured, l won't be fighting for a while.
可以的话，这几天我想陪她 l'd like to stay with her these nights.
把这儿当成家里一样 Make yourself at home.
谢谢 Thank you.
哈啰，艾丽西娅 Hello, Alicia.
我又一个人了 l'm alone again.
承认吧！你在看她的胸 Admit it, you were looking at her breasts.
很难不去看，越变越大了 lt's hard not to, they're getting bigger.
我在想我该走了 l'm thinking of going away.
为什么？ How come?
我得上班 l have to work.
莉迪亚怎么办？ What about Lydia?
她不需要我了 She doesn't need me anymore.
你们分手啦？ Have you split up?
可以这么说 You could say that.
相信我，我看得出来！ Believe me. l could see it coming.
别问为什么！我就是能看得出来 Don't ask me how, but l did.
恕我直言，你们的关系 There was something in your relationship, forgive me,
有些地方不对劲 that didn't work.
什么时候走？ When are you leaving?
快了！走前再来看你 Very soon, but l'll see you before.
我也希望 l hope so.
很遗憾你要走 l'm sorry you're going.
嗨，罗莎 Hey, Rosa.
嗨，马科 Hey, Marco.
我走了，班尼诺，回头见！ l'm off. Benigno, see you soon.
好 Yes.
罗莎，再见了 Rosa, goodbye.
再见 goodbye.
班尼诺，她月经来了没？ Has her period come yet?
还没 Not yet.
我现在正在看上月护理记录 Going by last month's nursing report
应该来过了 it should have come.
对！有点迟 Yes, it is a bit late.
已经超过两星期了，太迟了！ lt's over two weeks. That's too much.
你确定她上月有来吗？ Are you sure she had one last month?
我亲自给她垫毛巾的 l put the towel on her myself.
就是你感冒那个礼拜 lt was the week you had flu.
她好像有发肿 She even seems swollen.
对！但月经常会不准 Yes, but at times they can be irregular.
莉迪亚月经就停了 Lydia's periods have stopped.
对！但还是告诉维加大夫吧 You're right. But l think we should tell Dr. Vega.
嗨！班尼诺 Hey! Benigno.
嗨！ Hey!
给你和艾丽西娅我的旅游手册 l brought some of my travel guides for Alicia and you.
啊！真谢谢 Thank you.
我跟莉迪亚道别过了 l've said goodbye to Lydia.
本想去看艾丽西娅 l tried to see Alicia
但大夫和护士长不准我进去 but Dr. Vega and the head nurse were there and l wasn't allowed in.
出了什么事？ ls anything wrong?
没！艾丽西娅大概被感染了 No, l think Alicia has got an infection.
送我回家好吗？我下班了 Can you take me home? l'm off duty.
但愿不严重 l hope it isn't serious.
不知道！要做些检查 l don't know. They're doing some tests
但他们不会告诉我 but they won't tell me anything either.
阿比让（科特迪瓦首都），也门，巴西 Abidjan, the Yemen, Brazil,
土耳其，古巴 Turkey, Cuba.
我晚上念给艾丽西娅听 l'll read them to Alicia at night.
只是旅游手册罢了 They're just travel guides.
你写的，一定很特别 You wrote them, they must be special.
你一个人走？ Are you going alone?
对 Yes.
本想在你走前跟你谈件事 l wanted to talk to you about that before you leave.
谈什么？ About what?
寂寞 Loneliness.
我想结婚 l want to get married.
结婚？跟谁？ Married? Who to?
当然是艾丽西娅 To Alicia, of course!
班尼诺，你疯啦！ You're crazy!
我们比大多数夫妻相处更好 We get along better than most married couples.
男人娶心爱的女人，奇怪吗？ Why shouldn't a man want to marry the woman he loves?
因为她昏迷不醒！ Because the woman is in a coma!
因为她不能用任何方式，表示“我愿意” Because Alicia can't say with any part of her body: ''l do!''
因为我们不知她们是否还活着 Because we don't know if vegetative life is really life!
上车！ Get in the car.
你怎么能那样说？ How can you say that?
上车 Get in the car!
那是你一个人疯狂的独角戏 Your relationship with Alicia is a monologue and it's insane.
我不是说对她们讲话没用 l'm not saying talking's no use
你甚至可以对植物讲话，但没人娶它们！ but people talk to plants and they don't marry them!
你竟然说这种话！ l can't believe you're saying that.
我以为你不一样 l thought you were different.
答应我别再说这种话 Promise you won't mention it again,
连想都别想 or even think about it!
答应我 Promise me!
为什么？ Why?
让人听到，你会惹上大麻烦 lf you say that to anyone else, you'll be in big trouble,
我也不会帮你 and l won't be there to help you.
为让你高兴，我就答应 lf it'll make you happier, l promise.
不论我们多喜欢她 However much we like her...
你也喜欢她？ Do you like her too?
怎么会不喜欢？ Of course, how couldn't l?
她也喜欢你 She likes you too.
班尼诺，艾丽西娅脑死亡了 Benigno, Alicia is practically dead!
她对你，对我 She can't feel anything for anybody,
对她自己都没有感觉 not for you, not for me, not even for herself!
拜托你记住 Get that into your head!
病人艾丽西娅被强暴怀孕了 Our patient Alicia Roncero has been raped and is pregnant.
我还没告诉她父亲 l haven't told her father yet
首先你们告诉我 because first you're going to tell me
是哪个混蛋干的好事 what bastard did that in my clinic.
主任，我们非常关切此事 Sir, we all feel extremely concerned.
你该负责！艾丽西娅在你的楼层 You should be feeling responsible. Alicia was on your floor.
让我解释这整件事 Then let me be the one to explain the situation.
罗莎，麻烦你 Rosa, please...
艾丽西娅月经两个月没来 Alicia's periods stopped two months ago.
起初我以为才一个月 At first, l thought it was only one month
但…我搞错了 but l was mistaken.
上个月的报告没有写明 That isn't mentioned in last month's report.
还写你给她垫了毛巾 ln fact, it says you put the towel on her as always.
那一周我因感冒不在 That week l was off again with the flu.
班尼诺，是你写的吧？ You wrote it, didn't you, Benigno?
是你笔迹 lt's your writing.
对，是我！ Yes, it was me.
你为何做假报告？ Why did you falsify the notes?
我不想引起恐慌 l didn't want to cause any alarm.
病人月经不来，也不稀奇 lt isn't the first time a patient's periods have stopped.
没错 That's true.
为何没人注意到？ Why did no one notice?
另一个，晚班护士是谁？ Where's the nurse who did nights?
马蒂尔德？她说今天不能来 Matilde? She called, she can't come in today.
她没注意到她月经没来？ Didn't she notice anything odd?
她最近家里有问题，常不能来上班 Matilde's having family problems. Many nights she can't come in.
谁帮她代班？ And who stands in for her?
班尼诺 Benigno.
你要我告诉热赛罗先生 Am l to tell her father
整天守着他女儿的是这个白痴？ his daughter is in this retard's hands day and night?
拜托，先别激动！ Please! Let's calm down here.
班尼诺，你知道你是主要嫌疑人吗？ l don't know if you realize you are the main suspect.
你为何隐瞒她月经没来？ Why did you hide her first missed period?
我相信你一定有理由 l'm sure you've got an explanation.
你不可能想对艾丽西娅有任何伤害 You're incapable of harming Alicia.
那是当然！ You can be sure of that.
那么 Then...
昨晚我经过停车场 Last night, l was in the parking lot
听到班尼诺和马科的对话 and heard a conversation between Benigno and Marco.
班尼诺说想娶艾丽西娅 Benigno said he wanted to marry Alicia.
马科想劝阻他 Mr. Zuloaga tried to dissuade him,
但班尼诺不听，还很生气 but Benigno wouldn't listen, he was very upset.
还说很多夫妻 He also said he knew a lot of married couples
都比不上他和艾丽西娅相处得好 who didn't get along half as well as he and Alicia.
(八个月后，约旦) JORDAN, ElGHT MONTHS LATER
莉迪亚·冈萨雷斯 Lydia Gonzalez was buried
于昨日，4月13日 yesterday, April 13,
在阿穆丹纳墓园下葬 in the Almudena cemetery.
这位享年33岁的斗牛士 The 33 year old bullfighter,
是扎枪手安东尼奥·冈萨雷斯之女 daughter of Antonio Gonzalez,
在去年一场斗牛赛中，意外受伤昏迷 had been in a coma since...
“森林医院”，你好 ''The Forest'' Clinic.
请接班尼诺，他在二楼 May l speak to Benigno Martin? He's on the 2nd floor.
他已经不在这儿工作了 He doesn't work here anymore.
对不起，小姐 Excuse me, miss...
你确定吗？ Are you sure?
当然 Absolutely.
罗莎护士呢？ And nurse Rosa?
请问贵姓？ Who's calling?
我叫马科 Marco Zuloaga.
请稍等 l'll put you through.
委托书要到哪儿盖印？ To get a referral slip stamped?
走廊尽头的行政部 Along the corridor, Administration.
喂？哪一位？ Who is it?
我是马科 lt's Marco Zuloaga.
马科 Marco.
我在约旦，看到了莉迪亚死讯 l'm calling from Jordan. l read that Lydia died.
是的，很遗憾！马科 Yes, that's right. l'm so sorry, Marco.
怎不早点告诉我 l would like to have been told.
院里出了很多事 We've had so many problems here.
怎么了？听说班尼诺不在了 What's going on? They said Benigno doesn't work there anymore.
班尼诺在监狱 Benigno's in jail.
监狱？为什么？ ln jail? Why?
他被指控强暴艾丽西娅 He's accused of raping Alicia.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
救救他！没人帮他 Try to help him. The poor guy's got nobody.
你有去看他吗？ Have you been to see him?
我？ Me?
他干了那种事，我做不到 After what he's done, l can't.
他需要帮助，你是他朋友 But he needs help and you're his friend.
好！他在哪个监狱？ All right. What jail is he in?
在塞哥维亚 lt's in Segovia.
请在这等我 Wait here for me, please.
你好 Hello.
我要见一位犯人 l'd like to see an inmate.
去会客室，那个门过去，左边！ That's in Visitations, through that door to the left.
谢谢 Thank you.
有事吗？ May l help you?
我要见班尼诺·马丁 l'd like to see the inmate Benigno Martin.
今天不是会客日，但我帮你问问 This isn't a visitor's day, but let me see.
抱歉我听不见 l'm sorry, l can't hear you.
今天不是会客日 l'm sorry. This isn't a visitor's day.
况且受刑人没登记有访客 and what's more, the intern hasn't requested a visit.
我昨天才到马德里，他不知道我回来 He doesn't know l'm in Madrid. l arrived yesterday.
你是他亲戚？ Are you a relative?
不，是朋友！我叫马科·祖洛加 No, l'm a friend. My name is Marco Zuloaga.
身份证我看一下？ May l see your lD, please?
好 Yes, of course.
我能打电话给他吗？ Can l phone him?
不行！他可以打给你 You can't phone him, but he can phone you.
我号码换了，请给他新号码好吗？ My number's changed. Can you give him the new one?
好的 Of course.
谢谢 Thank you.
太好了 Great.
你要记好 You should remember
会客日是周六，周日 that visitor's days are Saturday and Sunday.
但受刑人要先登记会客 But it's the intern who has to request the visit.
如果他不想见你，我们也没办法 lf he doesn't want to see you, we can't do anything.
他会想见我的，谢谢 He'll want to see me.
另外，我们这里不叫“犯人” By the way, we don't have inmates here, we have...
我听不见 l can't hear you.
这里不叫“犯人”，叫受刑人 l'm sorry. We don't have inmates here, we have interns.
再见，谢谢！ Goodbye, and thank you.
6 2 7...
等等 Wait.
96，64 ...9 6 ...6 4...
...0 9.
不对！9，9 9... 9...
干！ Fuck.
6 2 7...
喂？ Hello?
你是马科吗？ Marco, is that you?
对！班尼诺！ Yes, Benigno.
听到你声音真好 lt's great to hear you.
我登记你会客了，周六见面 l've requested your visit. l'll see you Saturday.
好，好 All right.
你在哪儿？ Where are you?
在医院对面 Outside the clinic.
维加大夫都跟我说了 Dr. Vega told me everything.
班尼诺，你怎么会做那种事？ How could you, Benigno?
你是回来指责我的吗？ You haven't come back to freak out on me?
不是！你需要什么？ No. Do you need anything?
我需要新消息，艾丽西娅怎么样？ l need information. How's Alicia?
他们不告诉我 The staff is forbidden to talk to me.
只说不知道她爸把她带到哪家医院去了 She's in another clinic, they don't know where.
我不相信 l don't believe that.
我也不！但这也不意外 Neither do l, but l'm not surprised they won't tell us.
喂！老兄 Hey man,
你还是我朋友吗？ are you still my friend?
当然，不然我回来干嘛？ Of course, whom do you think l'm here for?
好！那你帮我查查艾丽西娅下落 Then find out what's happened to Alicia.
她活着吗？生了孩子吗？ lf she's alive, if she had a baby,
是男是女？ if it's alive...
我必须知道！马科 l need to know.
你明白吧？尽管你生我气 You understand, don't you?
我明白 Yes.
我会去查 l'll try to find out.
周六见，班尼诺 See you Saturday.
有消息吗？ Did you find out anything?
还没！会有的，耐心点 Not yet, but l will. Be patient.
我一直耐心等着孩子产期 l was patient until the baby was due,
那是一个月前了 but that was a month ago.
你得继续等 You have to keep waiting.
干！ Fuck!
你都在这里干嘛？ What do you do here all day?
我在医务所工作 l work in the sick bay.
这监狱是新的 The jail is new,
所以人不多，很安静！ so there aren't many people. lt's very quiet.
从外面看不像监狱 From outside, it doesn't look like a jail.
我的麻烦不是监狱 Forget the jail!
是看不到艾丽西娅 My problem is not seeing Alicia.
医务官和艾丽西娅父亲 The medical officer and Alicia's father
都说我是神经病 say l'm a psychopath.
对！神经病！ Yeah, a psychopath.
说这对诉讼有帮助 They say it's good for the trial,
我才不管那个！ but l don't give a shit about that.
我得看见艾丽西娅，知道结果 l need to see Alicia and find out how it all ended.
再这样下去，我什么都干得出来！ lf this goes on, l'm capable of doing anything.
说我是神经病 They say l'm a psychopath?
我就做给你们看！ Well, l'll behave like one.
别说蠢话，拜托！ Don't say that, please!
帮我换个律师 And get me another lawyer.
原来那个是公派的 The one l've got practically
刚看见我就把我踢开了 throws up on me when he looks at me.
好！ OK.
我会叫门房给你我家钥匙 l'll tell the concierge to give you my keys.
租出去，用来付律师费 Rent it out and that'll pay the lawyer.
我租你的房子吧！我的正好租出去了 l'll rent it, because mine has been rented out too.
好！你当我房客最好 Great. l like that you're my tenant.
这几个月我常想起你 l've been thinking a lot about you,
尤其在晚上 especially at night.
为什么是晚上？ Why at night?
因为我晚上看书 Because l read at night.
我看完你所有旅游手册 l've read all your travel guides.
好像跟你一起旅行几个月 lt was like traveling for months with you at my side,
说那些没人会在旅途中说的事 telling me things no one tells you on journeys.
我最喜欢“哈瓦那”那本 My favorite is the one on Havana.
我好像真的认识那些人 l really identified with those people
什么都没有，只好虚构一切的人 who've got nothing and invent everything.
你描写那个古巴女人 When you describe that Cuban woman
靠在窗边，面对着堤坝 leaning out a window by the “Malecon”
无望地等待 waiting uselessly,
看着时间过去，什么也没发生 seeing how time passes and nothing happens...
我觉得我就是她 l thought that woman was me.
早安，女士！我是班尼诺的朋友 Good morning, ma'am. l'm Benigno's friend.
你是那个阿根廷人马科 Are you Marco, the Argentinean?
对 Yes.
我是门房 l'm the concierge.
班尼诺打给我说你要租他房子 Benigno rang to tell me you'd be renting the apartment.
没错 That's right.
那里很脏 lt'll be very dirty,
因为他不准我进去打扫 because he strictly forbade me to go in and clean it.
我又没要收他钱 l wasn't going to charge him a cent, but...
没关系，我会处理 Don't worry, l'll take care of that.
钥匙要给你吗？ Shall l give you the key?
对 Yes.
我去找找看 l'll see if l can find it.
你有去看他吗？ Have you seen him?
有 Yes.
他怎么样？ And how is he?
还好 Fine.
可怜，坐了牢运气还不好！ The poor thing didn't even have any luck in jail.
他不会搞宣传 He got very little publicity.
什么烂电台，烂杂志都没来采访 Not one lousy television came here, nor one lousy paparazzi.
有一大堆的垃圾节目 With all the trashy shows there are,
却没有一个来访问我 not one bothered to come and interview me.
我们的大众媒体真让人失望 lt's sad the state of the ''massesmedia'' in this country.
你说的对 Yes, you're right.
钥匙 The keys...
喔，对！ Oh, yes.
谢谢 Thank you.
对了 By the way,
班尼诺为何去坐牢？ do you know why Benigno is in jail?
他这么安静 He's so quiet,
最后看见他，他什么也没说 the last time he came he didn't say a word.
班尼诺是无辜的 Benigno is innocent.
当然无辜，我知道 Of course.
但是被控什么罪？ But innocent of what?
我不知道 l don't know.
你知道！只是不想告诉我 Of course you do, but you don't want to tell me.
我会想办法让你说 But l'll get it out of you.
好吧 All right.
再见，女士！ So long, ma'am.
有什么需要，就来找我 lf you need anything, you know where l am.
好，谢谢 OK, thanks.
我好感动，艾丽西娅！ l was so thrilled, Alicia,
看着你自己拿着拐杖走进来 to see you coming in alone today, just with canes, on your own.
你看见了？ Did you see?
今天康复训练怎么样？ How was rehab today?
很不错 Very good.
你累了吗？ Are you tired?
很累 Yes, very.
没关系！再做些额外的运动 Doesn't matter. We'll do some additional exercices.
做些腿部伸展 We'll do some leg stretches.
我今天做100个了 l've done 100 today already.
没关系！再多做一点 We'll do just a few more.
(律师事务所)
早安 Good morning.
我和桑斯先生有约 l'm here to see Mr. Sanz.
请进 Come in.
谢谢 Thank you.
生下一个死婴，是男孩 The fetus was born dead. lt was a boy.
该告诉班尼诺艾丽西娅醒了 But Alicia woke up. Benigno should be told.
以他精神状况，还是不要 Given his mental state, l think not.
他会做出傻事 He could do something crazy.
我是他唯一的朋友，不能骗他 But l can't lie to him. l'm his only friend, he trusts me.
我来说！我不会为难 l'll do it. lt's not a dilemma for me.
就说艾丽西娅仍昏迷，婴儿死了 l'll tell him that Alicia is still in a coma and the baby is dead.
但你绝不能跟他说什么 But you must promise me that you'll say nothing.
保释的事呢？ What about bail?
我看很难，也很贵！ lt'll be very difficult, and expensive.
但可以试试 But we can try.
八号 Number eight.
你都湿了 You got wet.
一点点 A bit.
小心别感冒 Don't catch a cold.
回家后喝杯热牛奶 When you get home, have a glass of hot milk,
加几匙蜂蜜 with some honey.
我会 l will.
自从到这里，我就喜欢雨天 l like rainy days since l've been here.
你见过新律师吗？ Have you seen the new lawyer?
见了！ Yes.
他来过 He was here.
他都告诉我了 He told me everything.
我搞砸了，对吗？ l'm screwed, right?
老实说，是的！ To be honest, yes.
还好艾丽西娅没受生育的影响 At least Alicia wasn't affected by the birth.
这是唯一让我还有希望的 lt's the only thing that consoles me
让我欣慰的 and gives me hope.
你还好吗？班尼诺 Are you all right?
我真想给你一个拥抱 l'd like to be able to hug you.
但要申请“亲密”访视 But l'd have to ask for a visavis.
我去问过了 l checked it out, y'know?
他们问你是不是我男朋友 They asked if you were my boyfriend.
我不敢说是 l didn't dare to say yes,
怕你会困扰 in case it bothered you.
我不会困扰 lt doesn't bother me at all.
你想怎么说都行 You can say what you want.
我一生抱过的人很少 l've hugged very few people in my life.
留言... A message...
马科，真高兴今天能看到你 Marco, l wanted to tell you how glad l was to see you today
能跟你道别 and be able to say goodbye.
你知道他们不会放我出去 You know they won't let me out of here.
只会把我关到别处 Or it'll only be to lock me up somewhere else.
我不想活在没有艾丽西娅的世界 l don't want to live in a world without Alicia,
身边连她的发夹都没 a place where l can't even have her hairclip with me.
所以我决定逃跑 So l've decided to escape.
没事先告诉你 l didn't tell you,
因为怕你担心或想阻止我 so you wouldn't worry or try to stop me.
给你个大拥抱，马科！ A big hug, Marco.
出租车！ Taxi!
去塞哥维亚 To Segovia.
塞哥维亚？ Segovia?
对！去监狱 Yes, to the jail.
监狱？ The jail?
对 Yes.
我有急事要见班尼诺·马丁 l need to see Benigno Martin urgently.
我知道违规，但这攸关生死 l know it's irregular but it's a matter of life or death.
典狱长在办公室等你 The Director is waiting for you in his office.
等我？他办公室在哪儿？ For me? Where's his office?
管理员带你去 The officer will accompany you.
这边走 This way.
右边 On the right.
口袋里的东西拿出来 Empty your pockets, please.
等等，别跑！ Hey, wait, don't run!
等等 Wait.
在那里 lt's there.
最后一间 At the end.
早安，我是马科·祖洛加 Good morning. l'm Marco Zuloaga.
班尼诺留给你这封信 Benigno Martin left this letter for you.
亲爱的马科 Dear Marco,
天还在下雨 lt's still raining.
我觉得是很好的征兆 l think it's a good omen.
艾丽西娅车祸那天也下着雨 When Alicia had her accident it was raining.
我在逃亡前几分钟给你写信 l'm writing minutes before l escape.
希望我做的这件事 l hope that all l've taken
可以让我陷入昏迷 is enough to put me in a coma
让我和她重逢 and reunite me with her.
你是我唯一的朋友 You're my only friend.
原来准备给我和她住的房子 l'm leaving you the house
我留给你 l prepared for Alicia and me.
不管他们把我带去哪儿 Wherever they take me,
请来看我 come and see me,
跟我说话 and talk to me.
告诉我一切，别憋在心里 Tell me everything, don't be so secretive.
再见了，我的朋友！ Farewell, my friend.
这些是他的东西 These objects were taken from him
这是他牢房的私人物品 and these are the personal belongings found in his cell.
请在这里签名 You have to sign here.
先生？请签名 Sir? You have to sign here.
班尼诺，是我 Benigno, it's me.
艾丽西娅还活着 Alicia is alive.
是你让她醒来了 You woke her up.
我听到你留言 When l heard your message,
立刻想赶去监狱告诉你 l raced back to the jail to tell you,
但太迟了 but l was too late.
我把艾丽西娅发夹放在你口袋 l put Alicia's hairclip in your pocket.
还放一张她的照片 And l also put in a photo of her
一张你母亲的照片 and one of your mother,
让她们永远陪着你 so that they'll be with you for all eternity.
波涛 Waves.
汹涌的波涛 Cruel waves.
男人在上，女人在下 The male below, the female above.
我去找水，你坐着 l find water. You sit down.
你没事吧？ Are you all right?
没事 Yes.
我不知道 l don't know.
现在好多了 l'm much better now.
什么？ What?
来，亲爱的！进去吧，快！ Come along, let's go inside.
好了，你在发抖 OK, you are shaking.
没…有 No...no
怎么了？ What is the matter?
你跟她说了什么？ What did you say to her?
没有 Nothing.
我看见你们说话 l saw you talking.
她问我怎么样，我道谢 Alicia asked me if l felt all right and l thanked her.
若在附近看见我，请放心 lf you see me in your neighborhood, don't worry.
我住在你学校对面 l live across from your Academy.
班尼诺的房子？ ln Benigno's house?
对 Yes.
你为什么住在那儿？ Why are you living there?
班尼诺死了 Benigno is dead.
改天我们得聊聊 One day, you and l should talk.
对！比你想的单纯多了 Yes, and it will be simpler than you think.
任何事都不简单！ Nothing is simple.
我是教芭蕾舞的 l'm a ballet mistress
任何事都不简单！ and nothing is simple.
(马科和艾丽西娅)